hanging...

dejavu..
i am feeling something
the felt that once i had already..
around 6 years ago..

something gonna change..
big changes
a change that will permanently goes
that i am going to live with for..

the same questions
keep flashing again
AM I Ready...
How it gonna be.
????

hmmmmm
a frend said last night, "don't ever turn back again once u had decided"
surely i am trying to fullfill that
but waiting for the occasions n the life afterwards
frankly... excites me more with little scares n wondering..

Mabe that MY nurlife annour can do
convinces me